Free Thinker

girlfriends.

2011-06-29T22:44:00.004+07:00

There’s an old adage saying, “If you want to be happy, then you have to focus on what you’ve got”, which leaves me questioning my inner self, “Why didn’t I do this sooner?”, and ends up with my inner self answering, “Because it’s not as easy as it sounds, baby.” That’s right. It’s not easy, indeed, but doesn’t mean it’s impossible. I mean, if you make up your mind and really do it, instead of sitting around and keeping safe distance just because you don’t want to end in tears, focusing on what you’ve got might be not that hard. Well, I didn’t intend to lecture anyone here, because truthfully speaking, it was what I want to say to myself: to be happy, to focus on what I’ve got and appreciate every little things in my life to be grateful for. A harmonic family and loving friends, for instance.

For starters, I’d like to share my date night with my dearest friends from high school. There are actually 6 beautiful girls, but three of them are currently out of town pursuing studies for the sake of their future life. Anyway, we had a blast, like seriously nothing beats togetherness with good friends, accompanied by relaxing talks and scrumptious foods.

Bandung and Friends

2011-06-27T00:11:00.011+07:00

[1] My beloved college friends. [2] Pizza at Sugar & Cream Rooftop Bar and Restaurant (Maja House). [3] Playing cards. [4] Delicious sweet yamien. [5] Brian was eating ice cream. [6] Full personnel photo at Humming Bird Eatery and Guest House. [7] Lovely ladies : Fidela, Veronia, and Vivi. [8] Es campur.

Back in April 2011, after much deliberation, my college friends and I finally set off for Bandung in search of light refreshment after months of studying, writing papers, doing overflowing assignments, and taking a series of exams. It was a 3 days and 2-night trip, which was scheduled on June 15, and coincidentally, was also the last day of our internship report submission. Here are some photos I’d like to share with you. I shot hundreds of photos, but only a little of them came up well. Yeah, my photography skill hasn’t improved yet, but I’m working on it. Lame excuse, huh?

back for good

2011-05-04T04:50:00.002+07:00

For the past few months, my life was stuck in a rut and I was beyond consumed with everything and felt way too done in to put much of an effort into blogging. Well, it’s not like I wasn’t trying to fix the pattern, but somehow, along the way; I totally lost my interest in blogging. It was hard to believe that I’d encounter this blogger’s block sooner than I had expected. I tried to search back passion I used to have back then, but I failed. So there I was, trying to move on and live my life as if I were not affected by it. Though the truth is deep down in my heart, I knew, something just didn’t feel right. I wonder how to put this feeling to words. It felt like I know exactly what I have to do, but my mind has not made a decision to move on and do it. So I gave myself a little break to put an end to this constant weariness of everything. I believe it’s starting to change now. *finger crossed*

Well, I think it’s enough for today. Finals in a week, so I’ll talk to you again anytime soon. See you, and take care!

are you ready?

2010-08-23T14:52:00.007+07:00

I am now introducing you, back to school outfit for this semester. Ah, I wouldn’t mind to wear them, like seriously, they are perfect. Anyway, I will be extremely busy in the following week, with school, shifting between assignments and papers, friends, family, and life. We’ll talk later. See you around.

Photos: La Garconne Fall 2010 Lookbook

best of what's around

2010-08-22T19:27:00.006+07:00

Here are the snapshots I took from UPH Festival 2010. There were lots of people brought their own camera and took photos everywhere. It was so much fun to see the crowds and all the excitement. But now, all the euphoria of festival is over, and we are facing the reality, which is school is starting. Ha!

marching on!

2010-08-22T08:45:00.006+07:00

There was UPH Festival held back on August 12, 13, and 14. The festival was conducted annually in order to welcome the new students in my university, and it wasn’t my first time to join. I mean, I’m a senior already but not a final year student yet. Well, I’m still in my fifth semester, and for this wish-not-so-bloody-messed-up fifth semester, I’m taking up full credits (24) for the sake of my timely graduation. Ah, I’m very not excited at all! Another rambling, I know. So not cool and child alike, but what the hell, time will wait for no one, right? So, I have to get my butt off and keep going. I’ll be working everything out somehow. God, please help and guide me! *finger crossed*

PS. I’ll post another photographs I took from the festival. Just wait and see, okay!

before the parade over

2010-08-22T01:00:00.006+07:00

Hello, people. How are you? I wish you were all fine and in a good health, both physically and emotionally. I was sick as a dog in these past days, but now, thank God, I’m feeling much way better. I suffered from typhoid fever and it was the third since the last time I was afflicted with the same illness in elementary school. Oh, anyway I had taken load of photos before the break was over and I am more than pleased to share them with you. So, here are some photos I took from Dufan. Enjoy!

PS. The last photo is heaven!

it makes me smile when you said it is the best

2010-08-10T10:21:00.012+07:00

Shared an enjoyable night with my sister and her best friend. We hung out together, ate Thai food, and took lots of pictures. We tried a new restaurant named ‘Grasshopper Thai’ which - obviously - serves Thai cuisines. The food was okay, though it might not satisfy your hunger for super delicious food. I won’t recommend this restaurant for picky eater, but I don’t mind to come again. By the way, I bumped into my senior on the way and casually said hi to him when my sister out of nowhere perked up and mocked me for having such relationship with my senior. So embarrassing.

stay with me in this moment

2010-08-09T13:28:00.008+07:00

Last Saturday, I sat in on my sister’s birthday treat. I had a good time there and the weather was also nice. To be specific, it was balmy and pleasant. I wore my sister’s white lace dress, which was one size smaller but it still fitted my body well so it was no problem after all. Love the dress but it is obvious not for me. Ah, I forgot, the dress is actually my sister’s, so it isn’t belong to me in the first place.

home of the whopper

2010-08-08T15:45:00.006+07:00

I am so excited growing my hair out, and I really can’t wait until it’s long enough to cover my whole back. It was a rough struggle I must admit. I mean, I’ve never had long hair since junior high, and every time my hair reached shoulder, I would cut them off immediately. Up to this moment, I’ve been restraining myself not to drag my feet any near salon, and it’s been more than 5 months already since my last visit. Am I proud of myself? Oh yes, be sure I am. Ah, another trashy talking, sorry. Anyway, I went to Burger King with my brother this Friday. Actually we went to do grocery shopping with family, but my brother suddenly came and said that he wanted to grab some food, so we ended up at Burger King. Those photos above are what my brother and I captured. Boring poses, I know. Ha!

caramel tiramisu

2010-08-07T23:45:00.005+07:00

Playing with my 55-200 Nikkor lens to shoot Caramel Tiramisu from Clairmont Patisserie & Bistro. Personally saying, the cake was so fine and I like it. Oh well, it is only me who has a great liking for sweet-tasting foods; so generally I eat everything tastes sweet and sugary. It is obvious a bad habit but I just can’t rein back my sweet tooth. Ah, I need a better excuse I suppose.

W A T E R B O M

2010-08-06T10:32:00.007+07:00

I had a pretty good day yesterday under the sun, went swimming at Waterbom Jakarta with my sister and dearest aunty. I wouldn’t say that I had a blast, because truthfully speaking I wasn’t. I was a bit disappointed with the water slides, which in reality was not much enticing as it is said in their websites. I spent almost hours by floating at wild river, sun tanning, and enjoying the weather. Well, it wasn’t that bad after all. At least, I had a slight fun and sun kisses. Ah, summer.

buckwheat pasta

2010-08-04T18:04:00.004+07:00

Yesterday, my sister and I made pasta for lunch. Well, actually it was my sister who cooked, while I was busy taking pictures here and there. First to the fourth photos above are the ingredients my sister used and the fifth is veggie drink my sister and I been craved on. Anyway, I asked mother to buy me this buckwheat pasta spirals without knowing what buckwheat is, until recently I stumbled upon Tricia’s blog from eating is art. It was a total coincidence actually, and I thanked myself for being a food masochist, that I finally discovered such a great site like that. I was keenly reading up on her posts, when I came across one of her writing about buckwheat. She explained that buckwheat is actually not a grain, but a fruit seed akin to rhubarb. I didn’t really get it at first, but as I read it over, I knew that buckwheat contains good nutrients for human cardiovascular system, and may also contribute to blood sugar control. Sounds cool, oh yeah, absolutely it is. Eating healthy is so today, babes.

brasil tee shirt

2010-08-03T20:25:00.007+07:00

Monday night, I ate out with my girlfriends. We chowed down on dim sums, broccoli, and crabmeat at Chicken Village. The food tasted so good, and I was totally delighted. My girlfriends and I gossiped about everyone else, laughed at each other’s silliness, and took lots of pictures as well. Ah, life must be great. As what’s been lyricized by Owl City in one of their song titled The Bird and The Worm: with friends like these well, who needs enemies?

P.S. The outfit above is my sister’s. She’s got the style and by that I adore her. I mean, when I end up always wearing shorts and favorite tee, she’ll successfully pull on anything stylish on her looks. I mostly come to her for advice about fashion thingy. Oh well, it might sounds ridiculous to her (and me), but I thank God for having her as my sister. Enough said. I can hear myself vomiting here. Ha.

had fun much, no?

2010-08-02T22:36:00.009+07:00

I went out with my sister and joined with other friends from youth community in church to catch up on movie, which is Sorcerer’s Apprentice. It was a good movie I must say. I was so hooked by Balthazar’s charisma and strength of character. Oh well, I just love Nicholas Cage. He is a brilliant actor, I adore him more than words could describe. After movie, we moved to have some drinks. My sister’s treat that night. I had pina colada, and I loved it. I decided, if I could savor the taste of summer, then I would describe it as the taste of pina colada. We had a little chat with other friends before my sister and I split up and went to have a late dinner. We took lots of photos while we were waiting for the food to be served. Oh anyway, we were the last customers at that night. No wonder because it was Thursday and it was 10 pm already.

yellow favorites

2010-07-30T21:25:00.007+07:00

There is not much thing to report over here. I am living on my pajamas, literally, and throwing myself into tumblr, facebook, twitter, and blogspot. Ah, it sounds lame, doesn’t it? I even feel pity myself for being so uninspiring. Oh, anyway, two random photos above are objects I took thanks to my boredom. Custard pie and orange juice. Both are my favorites.

drink up your favorite juice

2010-07-29T02:20:00.004+07:00

Wi-fi has been freezing up on me since morning, totally acting up, which pissed me off beyond words. Ah! I hate it. Why does it happen again? Yes, again! It’s the second time in this month already, and I am super duper peeved. Sigh. Anyway, I went out for dinner today with family. Finally, I got myself out from house after had locked myself up in my room (my sanctuary!) for ages. Then brother and I sneaked out to grab mango juices. Typical siblings. Today was a good day I must say.

baby should we get going now?

2010-07-28T02:15:00.005+07:00

I’ve been contemplating the meaning of life lately, which drove me almost crazy and for some moments I think I was losing my mind, but still I couldn’t find the answer yet. Sigh. I wonder why did it happen again? I mean, it’s not the first time I’m thinking about life, and what now, what’s the meaning of life? Oh, girl, who are you joking with? For God’s sake, you should quit acting like somewhat philosopher, because obviously, you definitely are not. Ah, what did I just say? You can call it a bad joke, well I don’t care. Now, I’m off to sleep. Let’s wish for a better tomorrow, which means rain all days. Ha!

are you going to drop the bomb or not?

2010-07-27T00:45:00.002+07:00

One word to describe the life at the moment: monotone. And the best part of it, my depression is in the worst state and yet I couldn’t stop a surge of self-pity that makes me feel terribly sick, both emotionally and physically. Ah, shit! This is not what summertime supposed to be. There are should be warm sun, balmy days, brownish sand, beach waves, chilling with good friends, laughing hard until my cheek hurts, walking for hours and not get tired, taking a load of photos, wearing shorts all day, and do nothing but having fun. Ah, geez. I feel so old, boring, and uninspiring. I’d rather say I’m already 19 than only 19. So pathetic, aren’t I?

let me pause for this only moment

2010-06-26T22:30:00.006+07:00

Had a wonderful time with beautiful girls yesterday, which was like a dream. No one couldn’t describe how much happy I was and how I wish the time could freeze for that moment forever. Ah, what a childish side of me to wish such kind of things. Haha.

Anyway, we spent the whole noon eating pancakes, giggling at some ridiculous jokes, taking photos, strolling around the stores, and then again, eating sotong ball on stick from old chang kee. Ah, life must be great.

no favorite flower

2010-06-25T22:23:00.004+07:00

Just drop by to post this photo. Not much to say. Well, I’ve decided to stop blurting out word I don’t necessarily have to, so yeah, I’ll zip my mouth from this time forth. See you in the next post people. Take care.

P.S. Flower is my favorite pattern, but it got too much hyped, so I decided to drop it. Lousy reason, ah who cares actually.

give me the light

2010-06-25T01:55:00.004+07:00

I have never been such a good blogger. I admit it. Well, no one really cares actually, but I’m just saying in case anyone stopped by and wished to bump into such a mega-ultra-cool blog. It sucks you know, to experience such a feeling like that. You hold your hope up so high, expect the most of it, but in the end of the road you find nothing but yourself left behind with feeling of disappointment. Ah, what did I say just now? Another babble of mine, like what has always been. So yeah, I’m signing off right now. See you anytime soon. Take care.

P.S. I seriously need to work on with my room’s lighting. It’s kind of creepy and disturbing, don’t you think?

back to basic

2010-05-15T21:54:00.006+07:00

Okay, after a little while hiding myself from the Internet world (except for the sake of school things) or anything related to social thingy (well, at least, I still had interaction with my classmates), I finally am come back and decided to start writing again. And so here I am, showing off myself after two months disappearance, with over-the-shoulder shaggy hair veiled my face and awkward pose as usual.

I was thinking what I have to say, what I have to write, and what I have to share with you people. Life’s still kind of tedious, and I’m far from inspired either, so basically there’s nothing significant I’ve done for the world. In short, there’s nothing interesting to be talked. Sigh, I’m sorry for being so boring. I hope things get better soon.

Let’s talk later people. See you in the next post.

P.S. In the second photo above, I was clasping Lip and Cheek Stain from The Body Shop. My favorite, and the only one make-up kit I have.

breathe again

2010-05-14T23:13:00.006+07:00

Hello, people. It’s been a while since the last post published. I terribly am sorry, and I think there’s nothing I could do to make it up to you. So how’s everybody doing? I wish you are all doing well and always stay happy.

Anyway, I got pretty occupied with school thingy in these past two months, which makes me almost couldn’t do anything but drown myself in heaps of papers, assignments, and homework. Don’t ask me how did it feel, because I feel like living in hell just by flashing back to it. Seriously, 4^th semester is the hardest semester I’ve ever got through so far, and since my finals are over already, I still have to wait anxiously for the results to be reported. To make it even worse, I have to attend short semester, which causes my 3 months precious holiday cut down into only 1 month left. Oh my God, I can’t even say a word. Just kill me then.

Enough blabbing for today, I’ll talk to you later. See you around people.

P.S. I got two new lenses from my dad. I actually had a plan to learn more about photography in this break, but since I have short semester to finish in the next two months, I don’t think it could go according to plan. I am so tired, and it’s not a surprise anyway.

photographs by me.

little brother

2010-03-31T19:30:00.015+07:00

Happy birthday, little brother. Best wishes for you, always. God bless you.

I sincerely pray for you,

Your sister.

I admit that we have never been good siblings to one another. We often squabbled over trivial things, acted like two spoiled brats, and ended up giving each other the cold shoulder. We both mature, as we grow older. Now, we are no longer screamed in each other face in furious manner when we argued. So yeah, I am thankful for everything we had so far, though it still doesn’t make the two of us good siblings, but somehow I don’t want this thing ever change.

P.S. I am sorry for the lack of updates. Life is kind of boring these days, and I got no zeal for anything in life. Lame excuse as ordinary, I know, but what else I could say? Just, see you around people.

Photographs by me.

sometimes when we want something really bad, we lose sight of what it really is

2010-03-26T17:17:00.008+07:00

Don’t be way too good to me, and don’t treat me so well either. You don’t know how you are making me feel yet you don’t know you’ve already torn my heart apart. My heart is sick for your presence, constantly consumed with all thoughts of you, and I think I’m losing my mind. This is not right, just because you are not the guy I should love. We make good friends to each other, and I’m sorry for crossing the line, but should I feel guilty for that?

source: photographed by me.

imperfection is not the reason why human never seem to be satisfied with everything they've got

2010-03-05T21:28:00.010+07:00

I want you to know that I’m not a good person. I talk thoughtlessly and I sometimes don’t care if it hurts someone or not. Some people let it go easily, but some other took it too personal and got me so wrong. I seriously think that it’s not my fault. In the other hand, it’s the proof that they didn’t pay any attention on what I was trying to say, and they forgot the fact that I’m still young. Okay, now I’m blaming my age for acting frivolously. What’s next I could blame, I wonder. In short, maybe I’m not really good in telling lies, though it doesn’t mean that I always talk the truth.

P.S. I am not changing, there’s no significant reason to do so. I am only showing my true color. Let me speak up for the sake of my disturbed mental.

birthday

2010-02-25T06:26:00.003+07:00

Happy Birthday, Dad. You’re still my best man ever, and my most favorite person beyond compare. I love you so.

source: chessiekitty

let's live our best today

2010-02-23T05:55:00.003+07:00

I am going to have mid-term examinations in only three days, I don’t count Saturday and Sunday, oh how I hate weekend. Not only because I have to study my ass off on weekend, but I still have to labor myself to finish up my production process paperwork, which is due Monday. I hate. Oh my, I wonder how much things I hate in this vain world, maybe I’ll manage to list things I love. If only I have enough time, cross your finger for me, please. I’ll talk to you later. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Spagheti for breakfast. Delicious I must say. Thanks, Mom.

eat you up

2010-02-21T13:20:00.009+07:00

I’ve been slogging away to finish up all my assignments due next week, and also study for my untimely pre-midterm quizzes. Oh well, I’m so worn out beyond compare, and I am quite discontented with the complete ignorance given by my teammates over one of my team projects. I won’t go any further, and I’m not complaining. I’ll talk to you later. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Today’s lunch. Pizza hut American favorite pop crust.

she listened to her heart above all other voices

2010-02-19T22:50:00.005+07:00

I don’t know whether it is sad or something more intense I’m currently feeling. Complicated is the word, but somehow it’s more than words could describe. I feel insecure for no exact reason. Time flies with no one aware. So ungrateful for what God had given day by day. I want to smoke and drink my troubles away, but my half pinch of consciousness knows that they’re not the solution I’ve been searching for. This is so wrong and this feeling is beating myself up on the inside. Tell me what to do. I won’t commit suicide though, but some times, I frighten the life out of me.

P.S. I am sorry for not being able to live up to what you expected from me. I’m not your super girl, you know it in the first place. Oh dear God in Heaven, please forgive me.

source: chessiekitty's

sick beats course through my veins

2010-02-17T17:25:00.004+07:00

Vogue Germany Frida Gustavasson by Greg Kadel

I’ve been busy lately. I’ve got lots of assignments to be done and mid terms exams in less than two weeks. I won’t go into details, simply because I don’t want to ramble on about my dull routine activities. I’ll talk to you later, people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Love Frida Gustavasson’s photo above. Simply rad.

source: jadepurplegreen

because you saw me when i was invinsible

2010-02-15T21:36:00.006+07:00

I just got back from family dinner, and now I’m so full that I think my stomach is going to explode. I feasted on tempura like a somewhat malnourished Ethiopian that I should be ashamed to. Anyway, I was quite pissed off because my camera ran out of battery so I couldn’t take any photographs today. Oh well, I’ll remember to recharge my camera from now on.

I’ll talk to you later. Lets keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are random things. They’re simply just like me, random.

chocolate is nature's way of making up for mondays

2010-02-15T06:58:00.001+07:00

Good morning world. Let’s make the best of our lives today. God bless us all.

I’ll talk to you later. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I have full time class today; therefore I need to fuel up on chocolate to keep my mood on high. Oh Monday, please be good to me.

be happy for this moment, this moment is our life

2010-02-14T18:52:00.013+07:00

Photo bomb: [1] Beautiful orchid in vase. [2] Blue navy dress with puffy shoulder sleeves and chiffon layered skirt. [3] Details’ close up with embroidered flowers. [4] Sister’s fit-to-body lacey dress + nude colored heels = adorable. [5] Flowery lace in details. [6] Say hello to my brother.

Happy Chinese New Year, people. So yes, I am celebrating Lunar New Year, and it’s been a deep-rooted tradition in my big family. I had a delicious feast with family last night, and I saw firecrackers at the end of night. Today, I went to several relatives’ houses to greet the elders, exchanged gifts (cakes, biscuits, and oranges), and of course, collecting red envelops. So much fun I must say, and it’s quite questionable how much I enjoyed this day, since the fact is I’m pretty bitter and cynical about most of things in this life.

I’ll talk to you later people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Happy Valentine's Day people. I sincerely wish you all stay in love and be happy always.

forget love, i'd rather fall in chocolate

2010-02-14T00:19:00.009+07:00

I’ve been eating non-stop all day, and now I’m extremely full up. Mom made plenty of foods, and they are all super duper delicious I have to say. Oh, how much I love your cooking, mom. By the way, my dad’s client gave this melt-in-your-mouth Opera cake. As a major fan of chocolate, this Opera cake is simply perfect. Last but not least, I love chocolate. Period.

Talk to you later people. Let’s keep n touch.

P.S. Happy Chinese new Year’s Eve, people.

i found you when it seemed all my dreams were falling through

2010-02-13T14:25:00.007+07:00

A Friday night with my ultimate girl friends: excitingly catching up like it’s been centuries not seeing each other, grazing on delicious Chinese cuisine, snapping away at random objects, and giggling at some private jokes. We had frozen yogurt and caramel apple ice blend as our dessert; thereafter we spent the remaining hour by gossiping about everyone else and laughing ourselves silly.

Enough for today, I’ll talk to you later. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Today is Chinese New Year’s Eve. Mom is cooking in the kitchen by now, well, she’s been busy for all day and I have to go now to help her. Bye.

the time was yours and mine while we were wild and free

2010-02-12T22:58:00.007+07:00

Randomness: [1] A bunch of hanging displayed silver necklaces. [2] Canon dslr. [3] From left to right: Munie, Felicia, and Lia. Love them all to death.

Just got back from a little dinner party with some best friends. I had a real treasured time, with good laughs, delicious foods, and priceless companionship. I am 100% happy right in this moment, and I seriously think that this is the way life should be. I’m not going to talk much tonight. I’ll keep the whole story for tomorrow. Talk to you later, people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I got no photos of myself here. Being a (amateur) photographer is better for me as I consider myself definitely not a photogenic subject.

what you are to me is everything that i am not

2010-02-11T19:25:00.008+07:00

Evening people. How are you today? I am doing fine here, though I still am a bit lazy by nature. I started off this Thursday by having academic writing class at 7.30. Well actually it is started at 7.15, but I made it 7.30, so in fact I was late, just like any other day. After academic writing class, I had production process class at 9.00 A.M. It was a boring session I must say, though I still remained at class until the end. I had one hour break for lunch. Thereafter, I continued with ergonomic lab class at 12.45 P.M., and finished up the school hour with industrial control system from 2.30 to 4.20 P.M.

I’ll talk to you later people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Ritter Sport Cornflake. I love.

just a few more months and we'll be fine

2010-02-10T18:22:00.007+07:00

Good evening people. I had a nine A.M class today, I was still late indeed, and then had a long break before started off quality control class at one P.M, followed with project management’s lab class at two thirty. I finished up the whole class at four thirty, and it totally tired me out as I was drained of my last energy for today. Sleep seems to be never enough for me, and I desperately need to sleep away this exhaustion. Ah people, I know it’s getting boring here, but what else I could bring up? My life has been a total plain story, and I can’t even entertain myself to lift my mood up. Oh well, I’m not complaining.

Talk to you later, people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I need sleep. Period.

brassica oleracea

2010-02-09T21:30:00.004+07:00

Today’s dinner: Broccoli. I bet I don’t need to declare how much I love broccoli, don’t I? Well, you’ve got the answer already, and yes, I uncommonly love broccoli. A little more about liking broccoli, I am very unlike to my other siblings, all of whom loathe this nutritious vegetable, and I still don’t grasp the reason why. Sounds weird, ah you just need to get used to it. Maybe I’m the weirdest person you’ve ever met, or maybe there’s someone else weirder, but still, bringing up the subject of broccoli is not a common thing to do.

Current state: am studying industrial control system. It’s a very interesting subject I must say, though I have to blow my brains out just to figure out how to work the system out.

I’ll talk to you later. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I am sorry for the late comments’ reply, people. I’ll comment back to your blog on weekend. I feel sorry to you that I can’t keep up with everyone’s updates. Moreover, I’m still a big loser in managing time, so I can’t promise you to get better anytime soon.

i'm intimidated by the fear of being average

2010-02-08T19:28:00.002+07:00

Monday is here already, people. Did I hear someone out there boo and hiss just now? Oh well, who loves Monday anyway. Neither you nor I love Monday, I suppose.

Well, talking about Monday, I had a very unpleasant day and I must say that it’s obviously not a great kickoff to start off the new week. I won’t go into detail, just because I have to stop this kind of habit, like I am begging for crowds’ attention and acting like a somewhat drama queen, which literally I am not.

Enough for today, people. I’ll talk to you later, so let’s keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are what I wore to school today. Just an ordinary outfit actually, but some people passed me by and mocked the way I dressed by asking silly question like where am I going to or throwing me a prickly comment like you look like a kind of businesswoman. Oh people, just mind your own business, would you??

i keep my faith and decide my own path

2010-02-06T23:06:00.010+07:00

I’ve been slaving away for hours, sinking myself down in oceans of assignments, and all I wish for now is to sink back against pillows and do nothing but fiddling around. Weekend has never been a relaxing time to me, and literally I don’t like weekend. Ah, sorry for the continuous nasty grumbling of mine, people. I really am sorry.

Talk to you later, people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I had broccoli for lunch. Sorry for the out-of-focus photographs, I manage myself to make better. Wish me luck.

green beneath my bare feet

2010-02-04T22:54:00.007+07:00

Do you know what am I doing right now? Well, it supposed to be an easy guess people, because there’s nothing much I have left than heaps of assignments and homework. So yes, I am now doing my Operational Research homework, and I really need to veg out on bed and fall asleep with nothing weighing on my mind.

I’ll talk to you later, people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I miss you.

source: *vindaloo's*

i decided today that i won't laugh unless it truly matters

2010-02-03T23:54:00.012+07:00

I had two classes for today, which are quality control at 1.00 P.M. and then project management lab at 2.30 P.M. It was raining when I wrapped up my last class, and I slightly remembered my early years memory, back when I was a first grader in junior high. I used to enjoy playing under the rain and I just didn’t care how bad the rain was, so long as I’m happy then I’ll jump out of house and start playing with raindrops. But the weather changes, and so do people. I no longer play under the rain, and I prefer to stay put and enjoy the rain behind the window.

Enough said for today, I’ll talk to you later. Let’s keep in touch, people.

P.S. The photographs above are what I wore today. So in love with blazer, I think I’ll buy another one.

what is your heart beating for

2010-02-03T00:42:00.011+07:00

Hello people. How are you today? I’m so done in, but I’m hanging in just because I have tons of works waiting to be accomplished and I just can’t leave them all to sleep carelessly. Oh well, there’s no need to blab the whole story literally, but I really need to scream all of this crap out to keep me save from insanity.

Anyway, let me tell you about my day people. I had a full class today, without any break time, and then after class I had to work on my Production System’s paperwork with teammates. Afterwards, I waited my sister to finish off her last class and it took almost one hour, which is felt like forever to me. Well, it’s not the end of story people, because after I hit home, I had to speed up to show up at my junior high reunion. So, I took a real quick shower, grabbed some casual outfit in wardrobe and put on accessories at random.

Do you think it’s all over? I wish it were, but the fact is it is not. I am now back to reality, dealing with bunch of homework. God, I know that you are here with me, and please don’t you ever walk away because you are the ultimate strength to keep me high.

Talk to you later people. Let’s keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are what I wore to the reunion. I just don’t have enough time to mix and match, so this is the best I could pull out. Not the best outfit ever, but it’s so simple that I feel so comfy in it.

i never told you what i should have said

2010-02-01T20:26:00.005+07:00

I promise you I would beautifully slip away in all black, but please, I just can’t help myself not to wear this flowery pattern mini dress. Yeah, it is a mini dress worn as slip-in top, and it’s actually my sister’s. There’s definitely something about flower, though I can’t figure it out what, all I know is the feminine side of mine loves flowers. Oh whatever, just don’t mind my trifling details, I know you got bored with them already.

Anyway, I have a mountain of things to do right now, mostly related to assignments and paperwork, and you know what, I just can’t stop thinking and hang loose. Well, I think I really need to hit my bed right now. I’ll talk to you later, people.

See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I seriously am aching for holiday and I think I saw holiday as a form of boy I met in school. Got the conclusion, anyone??

come and paint me a rainbow

2010-01-31T21:03:00.006+07:00

Current state: dog-tired. All I desperately need right now are bed and curling up with pillow in my arms. Am I asking too much? I don’t think so. Anyway, I really need to finish up re-editing my production system’s assignments. Oh my God, I still got Ergonomic paper waiting for me to be re-edited as well, argh. This must be hell.

See you in the next post, and let’s do keep in touch.

P.S. I’ll talk to you later, people. I nearly die here.

source: phatomato's

that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet

2010-01-30T22:27:00.008+07:00

Two days without any blog post, just because I was too lazy to take photos, write some boring craps, and sorts. Oh well, I wonder what did I do for the last two days, and it makes me feel quite contrite for not documenting them. Hm…I don’t have anything to say, actually the lazybones in me just want to play around, instead of stuck in my desk and doing homework and assignments.

Talk to you later, people. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are what I wore for dressing up play. I didn’t really go out today, except to e-store for upgrading and partitioning Mac, and went to church plus dined out.

i'm not an anti-social person. i just can't stand people.

2010-01-27T19:15:00.003+07:00

Wednesday is here already. I really look forward to welcoming Friday. I don’t know why, but I think I just get bored already with school life and sorts. Oh okay, I think it’s just a lame excuse to cover up my laziness.

Anyway, I got two papers to be done next week and the following week, and I’m worried to death that I couldn’t finish all those work in time. Unreasonable distress actually, because I haven’t even started, so maybe I’m just another girl full of anxieties and it’s not funny whatsoever.

Enough for today, I’ll talk to you later. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch, people.

P.S. I did a really quick photo shoot this morning, and the photographs above are what I took with self-timer.

everything they ignore is all that i need to see

2010-01-26T23:09:00.004+07:00

I don’t know. It was the first sentence came across in my mind when I started typing this writing down. I wondered why those words came up, I asked myself, and I ended up with the same unresolved obscure answer, which is, I don’t know. Oh fine, after all this time spent in blogging, I still don’t know how to start, at least, a decent writing. So, let’s get it over, and let me know, how was your day people? Good day or bad day, we should thank for the air we breathe up to this moment and experiences we had as tastes of life.

I’ll talk to you later, see you in the next post. Let’s keep in touch, people.

P.S. I got no photos, so I just grabbed photographs randomly. I love the photographs above. Beautiful mask and magnificent lightning, I love.

source: iforget,tellmeifyouknowit.

a litlle love poem for Sunday

2010-01-24T12:54:00.005+07:00

Sunday oh Sunday, you walk away when you want, and come back when you want. You are constantly pulling my heart apart. So I’m asking you now, would you stay with me for the rest of my life? We could make the best lover in this galaxy. Let me be your only one, your only love.

P.S. I love the photographs above. The balloons and the sunrays are just perfect.

See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch people. Live our life at one time, and cheers for what today has given to us. Bye!

source: youngna

this ain't another stupid love song

2010-01-23T21:03:00.002+07:00

Two facts. Today is Saturday. I am in no mood of talking, writing, and blabbing, in simple words, I don’t have any mood to blog.

We’ll talk later. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I love Colbie Caillat. Her voice soothes my hectic-working nerves. I love her songs titled Fearless the best, so fine.

don't speak, i'm staying myself tonight, with you or without you

2010-01-21T17:36:00.008+07:00

So uninspired today, I don’t even know why. Maybe the weather, or is it just me with too much things on my brain, well I’m not really sure yet what was going on, but one thing for sure, I was in no mood to do anything all day long. How was your day, people? I wish you had a splendid day and were in your best condition.

Anyway, someone once told me that he is going to text me if one day he missed me. I wait like a fool though I had known he is never going to text me literally miss me, but I still am waiting for him. There’s no reason to wait any longer actually, but my stubborn heart is ignoring my logic and keep hanging on. The point is, love is hard.

Enough said. See you in the next post and lets keep in touch. Let’s hope for a better tomorrow, people. Bye!!

P.S. I’m sorry for this depressing detail of my life, I wish when someday I finally let go off my feeling and I read this writing, I’ll smile and take it as a learning experience.

source: thecobrasnake

be happy for the best and worst, because they're all sorts we have in this life

2010-01-20T09:11:00.007+07:00

These are shimmering hopes I send for Haiti earthquake victims. I don’t have any power yet big amount of money to help all the victims in Haiti, but I do pray for the Haiti’s infrastructure recovery and sincerely wish they could get by in undergoing this period of instability. God bless them.

source: twentythree

i don't need you to make me feel blue, i paint myself with blue as i love it to death

2010-01-19T18:10:00.013+07:00

I really dig this electric blue color (as I name it, you see how smart-ass I am), though it seemed that this blue color is going to be barely removed by nail polish remover. Oh well, maybe I’ll apply only base coat polish to cover up the blue tinge on my nail. I don’t know if it will work or not, but I think I’ll do a quite simple experiment about this thing.

By the way, I had a good Tuesday and the weather was pretty friendly with a little rain, wet roads, and humid air. I really wish it could be easy breezy weather, but still I thank God for the falling rain.

I am currently working on my academic writing assignment, so I’ll talk to you later. See you in the next post and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I lived in my black blazer, black tank doubled with nautical tank, and my absolute dark blue jeans today. This is my casual look at school, and I love being simple as I comfort with myself. Oh yeah, please don’t be offended with my face exposure.

these colors on my skin flow through my vein like fresh blood

2010-01-18T18:50:00.008+07:00

Hello Monday, people. How are you doing? I am so much fine today, well nothing special happened actually, but I just thank God for the good weather, the good mood for studying, and a good day for celebrating one of my dearest friend’s birthday, Fidela. I don’t have any pictures of today’s birthday treat, because I didn’t bring my camera,ah, I really do wish I brought it along with me so I could share a little happiness with you all people.

Anyway, the photographs above are what I wore today to school. The shirt is actually my mom’s vintage shirt, which I grabbed from her closet a little while ago. When I came up wearing this shirt in front of my mom, she smiled and assessed from her facial expressions, I am sure she has never thought me would ever wear that shirt.

P.S. I love my nail color. Electric blue. By the way, please excuse the lame expressions on my face, I really need to work on a sincere smile on it.

I need to go back study (again!) right now. There will be a serious quiz tomorrow, which is Industrial Control System, and I really need to get a good score in this subject, besides the fact that I don’t have a snowball’s chance in hell of cheating on tomorrow’s quiz. Oh well, I’m still a normal student who cheat on her quizzes, but final exams. Who doesn’t anyway?

See you in the next post, and let's keep in touch.

life is more than a cup of cappuccino

2010-01-17T11:13:00.005+07:00

Sunday is here already. How fast the time flies, I wonder it to myself. Is it a good or bad thing, I am not sure yet, but I do love Sunday, and I wish you all love Sunday as well. Oh yeah, how was your Saturday night people? Did you all have a rocking night? Don’t ask mine. I did a grocery shopping with family, watched Van Helsing re-run on TV, then I was stuck at my desk ‘till 3 A.M, studied up for upcoming quizzes next week. Hell yeah.

By the way, I need to go back study right now. I don’t have time to reply comments, but I am going to do it as soon as possible. I really do mean it when I say let’s keep in touch, so please; let’s get along well people.

See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch. Bye.

P.S. The photographs above are what I need right now. A cup of good cappuccino. Truth to be told I wasn’t a coffee drinker in the past, but I don’t know, since when I drink it and get a little addicted to it.

source: Phil Smith's

saturdaysaturdaysaturday

2010-01-16T17:05:00.003+07:00

Morning Beauty.

Lily Cole by Carter Smith.

Happy Saturday people. I don’t have much time to talk right now, let’s see if I can blog tonight.

See you in the next post and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I got nothing to say, but I will always have P.S. in the end of my post.

source: fashiongonerogue

skies are changing in all the shades of blue, which you and i love for the rest of our life

2010-01-15T15:05:00.012+07:00

Friday’s love: Operational Research 2 at 09.00-11.45.

Today I only had one class at 09.00 A.M nevertheless I was still late for about fifteen minutes or more. After class, I had lunch with my sister at Planet Noodle, which is a kind of Asian restaurant that is specialized in noodle cuisine. In spite of that fact, my sister and I decided to order pancakes menu. Pretty delicious meals, despite the tough meat and a bit weird taste of thai tea in my mouth. The photographs above are what my sister and I ate for this luncheon.

See you in the next post and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. Say goodbye to my freedom and welcome my studious life. I definitely am going to survive. I promise myself.

i promise you a sunny weather when the rain is over, but could we just stop praying for the rain to be done and thank God for this falling rain

2010-01-14T16:40:00.016+07:00

Thursday ‘happy’ meal:

- Academic Writing 07.15-09.00

- Production Process 09.05-11.45

- Ergonomic Laboratory 12.45-14.30

- Industrial control system 14.35-16.20

I was late for the first class, not a big deal actually because the lecturer is a good hearted man, then had a full class in production process subject, which bored me to tears though I found the lecturer is quite interesting. Had pearl barley drink and a bar of Cadbury chocolate as my lunch, and then headed back to attend ergonomic laboratory class. It didn’t take a long time, because today is the first week school and we only had a briefing of class’ rules and regulations. Afterwards, I had industrial control system class, which finished one hour faster than what’s been scheduled. All in all, it’s been a good day, except the facts that a bunch of quizzes is waiting in line for next week, and the rain was pouring down from gloomy sky all noon. I am not complaining.

See you in the next post people; let’s keep in touch.

P.S. I am not going to be able to post frequently in the following weeks, but I’ll keep blogging, oh well, maybe I’ll just spam my blog. And for the unknown boy I met today, I just want to say, that I adore your style. Black and white, I love.

there's only you i see in the midst of pale flickering glow around us

2010-01-13T19:27:00.014+07:00

I don’t have many things to tell you right now, people. It seemed that today is another good day with all the peace and silence, which I barely able to remember what had happened in the last five hours, except attending full classes, talking with some friends, chatting a bit with parents, and having dinner.

Talking about blogging, I love it to death; you know like a fat kid loves chocolate cake, I just love blogging. However, it took a real long time for me to take the photographs, upload them all to image hosting website, compose all the writings, and finally publish them all to blogspot, in other words blogging is a hard task for me, but I enjoy it nonetheless. I am not going to leave off blogging, but I can’t promise you that I can blog frequently, at least once a day. School is still my number one priority of all, though I keep grumbling about this and that, but I know the best, that I love studying (I am not saying that I love quizzes and exams!), as much I love blogging.

I’ll talk to you later. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are what I wore today at school. Ordinary, yeah it is, but who cares? Anyway, I didn’t wear those shoes in the last photographs, just because I am not used to in wearing heels at school, maybe I’ll wear them next week. I need a little time to prepare myself from expected sneering comments and so-not-funny mockeries from friends.

wednesday sings me another soundtrack of my life

2010-01-13T09:34:00.004+07:00

Wednesday’s special course:

- Quality Control Lab 09.05-10.50

- Quality Control 12.45-14.30

- Project Management 14.35-16.20

No quality control laboratory class for this week, therefore I have some extra time to sleep, do house chores (read: sweeping and mopping the floor), and a little time to blog. Great. Let’s see what Wednesday will bring out to me. Happy Wednesday, all.

See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S The photographs above are what I ate for today’s breakfast. It’s mom’s specialty, Chicken Steamed Rice. Delicious, I must say, well I’m sorry if it doesn’t look delicious enough for you, my photography skill is (still) my ultimate excuse.

tuesday is gone, but it isn't dead yet, 'cause it surely will come back in the twinkling of an eye

2010-01-12T18:36:00.017+07:00

Tuesday’s menu:

- Database Management System 07.15-09.00

- Database Management System Lab. 09.05 -10.50

- Industrial control system 10.55-12.40

- Ergonomics 12.45-14.30

Updates of Tuesday’s life: Had pretty quick introduction in database management system class, which was followed with no laboratory class (yay!), headed to food junction to eat lunch with some friends, then I got news from a friend that my industrial control system class had been canceled which means that I have to wait in vain for almost two and a half hours to attend the last class of the day, Ergonomics. I wasn’t okay with that, I mean, the break was too long and the sleepy atmosphere of the afternoon wasn’t helping me whatsoever. Ah, Tuesday, I expected great things of you, but how could you do these things to me? I am so far disappointed with what happened today, but this is the real life nonetheless, all we can do is be grateful for what we have got, what we have had, and what nature has been given to us all this time.

Bye people, see you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are what my sister took for me. How glad that I have her to be my random outfits’ photographer.

it's okay if I can't turn back time and go back to the past, things are okay as they are and the sky won't fall

2010-01-11T18:42:00.015+07:00

Here are some random snapshots.

Outfits of the day. Pay no attention to my awkward smile and so-not-cool braces. I need to see dentist actually.

Monday’s study schedule:

- Production System 07.15-09.00

- Industrial Psychology 09-05-10.50

- Production Process Lab. 10.55-12.40

- Production System (again!) Lab. 12.45-14.30

- Project Management 14.35-16.20

They are excellent, aren’t they? Yeah, they are excellently ruining my life, well I did exaggerate that part but hey, I utterly don’t expect such a jam-packed schedule on my holy Monday. Ah, I even can’t say a word, and I hate to ramble on about it, but do I have any options left but accept the fact that I am being forced into another studious life for this forth semester. It’s getting blurry here, I mean I don’t see my future as an Industrial Engineer anymore, and now I have another dream that I’ve been searching out for all this wasting time and just found it not long ago, been scattered with broken hopes and dreams, that I can’t wait to chase after. Sounds pathetic, doesn’t it? Ah, let’s just move forward. It’s not the main topic by the way, and I know you are bored with all my self-pity grumbles.

Quick updates for today: Had classes, which were filled with swift greetings and quick introduction, long break that was freshened with blithe chatters and laughter, had a regular cup of Starbucks’ Green Tea Java chip, hit the cinema to watch Princess and The Frog, took some outfits’ photographs, and now sitting in front of Mac, typing down these messy words with poor grammar of mine to form a decent writing to read.

I think it’s enough for today. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. The photographs above are what I wore today. It’s dominated by black color and I love it. Anyway, I inserted some photographs of my friends and random things. Oh yeah, I also snapped away at my male friends, but they were too shy to be photographed, so there’s no good result comes out. Maybe next time, maybe never. I just can’t promise you.

let's live by the sun and love by the moon

2010-01-11T05:44:00.007+07:00

Good morning people. It is Monday, obviously, and I don’t love it. I’ve been trying my (almost) whole life to love it, and it’s pretty clear that I always fail in my attempts to feel a little better in welcoming Monday. In the end of my entire lame attempts, I finally realized that I only love Monday if it were holiday, or in other words, I just need more holiday. Ah, what a silly thought of mine. A new day should be a perfect start, shouldn’t it?

I have to leave now; so people I’ll talk to you later and I wish today will be a great day for you and me. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S. A random photograph captured by my sister. She said that she loves it, because the hue is just perfect to her. Random, as always.

sometimes life has a better idea

2010-01-10T14:27:00.008+07:00

Good afternoon, or evening, people. I don’t have much thing to say by now; yet I don’t feel any good this day, so it must be a quick post from me. First thing first, my sister health is dropping off and I’m certain more than the surest knowledge in this whole world, that my sister is suffering an intense pain a lot more than before, and it makes me terribly sad. She went to doctor just now, it’s going to be her second visit in these three days. *Sigh*

Anyway, tomorrow I have to drag myself back to school. You don’t think I am looking forward to starting school anytime soon, do you? Be sure, I extremely am not. Well, at least I can see my friends again, and hopefully have some fun with them.

Last words from me, and I think it’s going to be my (lame) signature goodbye sentence from me: See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

Ow yeah, I nearly forgot about it, but I greatly thank to other bloggers who are concerned about my sister’s health and top of all, wished the best for her condition. I couldn’t say more, I’m so glad to have those encouraging words from all of you.

P.S. Still got a P.S. you might be wondering. Oh yeah, of course it will always be. Don’t worry it won’t take too long, because I only want to say, how much I adore the chandeliers at Olive House in the first photograph, and how much I admire the beauty of flowers, though it is only a small bucket of fake one in the second photograph.

i wish i could be your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye

2010-01-09T21:51:00.011+07:00

Good night people. I just got back from my weekly Saturday evening church, and now I’m in front of Mac, composing words in this writing of mine. Do you think two posts in one day are too much, ah please I’m begging your excuse this time. New semester starts over on Monday, and you can really tell, that I’m so not ready to deal with that damn busyness again, which some of them kept me uninspired and I was coerced into living a mundane life. Ah, novita, could you please stop bitching over these trivial things over and over again? Who do you think you are? A drama queen? *Sigh*

P.S Another attempts to work self-timer on my sister’s camera. Talking about the photographs above, I was trying to match my old denim jacket to my graphic tee and sleeping boxer short. Ah, so random, but please enjoy it or the sake of my built-up self-confidence, okay?

Oh yeah, pardon my oily bare face in first photo. I’ll always remember to wash my face before taking photographs of my face from now on. Promise.

See you in the next pot people. Let’s keep in touch.

let's live our life with both arms wide open

2010-01-09T16:48:00.015+07:00

My sister has been sick since yesterday; she came down with gastric ulcer, and it seemed to be quite serious. I’m so sad, though I didn’t show it by freaking out blindly and zipping back and forth to assist her in taking medication. My mom took care of my sister’s health, and she asked me to keep an eye on my sister since mom has to leave for work. That’s the reason why I did toing and froing between my room and hers, monitored her health condition frequently, and reported any progressions to mom when she called. Thank God she’s getting well now, and I hope her health won’t break down easily this time.

Anyway, people, I would like to thank Michelle from Glisters and Blisters who passed this ‘Glamorous Blog Award’ to me. I am so flattered and delighted to get this kind of award, and it does mean a lot to me since it’s my first time ever to be awarded in this blogsphere. Pardon me for being lame, people. :D

Lastly, I want to pass this award to Ricka fom Glossywhitee, Katia from Blinding Bright Lights, and all the bloggers out there who have already stopped by and now are reading this post. I really thank you people.

P.S The photographs above a re my sweet treats of the day. I didn’t eat them all. And, related to my sister illness, I have to check about it through Internet, because I don’t know what it is exactly. What a try.

See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

there's always be a part of me that's going to love you for the rest of my life, oh dear friend

2010-01-08T18:50:00.007+07:00

Yesterday was totally great, I have to say, and I really do mean it. I went to dine out with two girlfriends of mine, named Felicia and Munie, we had delicious meals with romantic ambience around us, and on top of everything else, we had a real nice talk as always. I love my friends, nothing in this world can replace them and I wish we would stick together ‘till the end. I don’t have excessive hopes for it, don’t I?

The photographs above are all what I captured that night. Another unremarkable snapshots of mine, but please enjoy. Anyway, pardon my awkward smile with that silly expression on my face.

P.S I have got to go now. My mom is already home, and she called me to have dinner just now. See you in the next post. Let’s keep in touch, people.

stay with me, i can be your shelter until the rain is done

2010-01-07T21:44:00.006+07:00

I promise you it will be a quick post without any of my trivial details and daft grumbles, so let’s get it started. So, where do I have to start with? Okay, let me try this opening line, maybe it will be good for starting and let’s see how long my whole writing is going to be end. So people, I just got back from my dinner with two girlfriends of mine. I had a good time literally, mouthwatering dishes, and a really nice girls’ chatter. I’ll present you the details tomorrow, and for now, I hope you satisfy yourself with my today’s outfit. Anyway, if you take notice of my photographs above, you’ll recognize my shirt, which is exactly the same shirt I wore in the previous post.

Random notes: Actually, I only want to post two photos of my random outfit in this post, but it seemed like I couldn’t pick out two from three photos above, so I decided to post them all. I hope you all don’t mind, people.

See you in the next post and let’s keep in touch.

to me you are like an old pair of jeans that fits

2010-01-07T11:34:00.011+07:00

Good afternoon, people. How are you today? I definitely am okay, alive and kicking. I still am breathing and waiting for the next big thing to come along. There’s nothing personal actually, but I don’t know, it just seems like I really am not ready for starting school anytime soon. Oh my, did I whine and moan just now, people? You can count it in. LOL.

Anyway, the photographs above are what I wore yesterday to play dress-up. Ordinary actually, but I had nothing to do, and I think posting my outfit sometimes won’t harm anybody. Talking about outfit, a friend of mine in Univ. once asked me if I wear dresses in my daily basis out of my natural element, which is only clothed in jeans and t-shirt. To tell the truth, I wear dresses, but I wear jeans more often than dresses. I have a kind of uncommon addiction to jeans, and I just can’t get it enough. I think I have ten pairs, and they are never enough for me.

I have to go now people. I’m going to dine out with some friends. I’ll talk to you later. See you in the next post, and let’s keep in touch.

P.S An awkward position in the fifth photos. I seriously need to find a photographer. Anyone interested?

we're all lonely for something we don't know we're lonely for

2010-01-06T14:36:00.004+07:00

Hello people. It’s me, again for the second time of the day. I have nothing to say literally, but I feel like I need to make it up to you for the no-post-yesterday. For who, I’m wondering this myself. For no one but myself, I suppose, well maybe I only want to spam my blog, whatever it is, please grin and bear it for me.

So, how was your day so far people? I spent my whole noon dating with Mac, browsing photos, and eating three pies and a slice of milk tart, last but not least, drinking Chinese tea. Ah, what a life. By the way, university life starts off Monday. I obviously am not looking forward to it, but there’s nothing can be done to stop it from happening.

P.S I’m going to watch Penelope tonight. What are you up to tonight?

fantasies are absolutely safe, so long as you never try to bring them to reality

2010-01-06T11:56:00.010+07:00

I am sorry for being M.I.A, people. This post is supposed to be posted yesterday, but I was totally worn out and I didn’t have much time, because I spent my almost hours in front of Mac, dealing with photobucket and imageshack, trying to import all my photos from the sickening tinypic to both of those image hosting services. I hope they don’t fail me this time, like what tinypic did to me. Another rambling post of mine, oh well maybe you guys should get used to it. Hehehe.

Anyway people, did you see the photo above? Doc Martens. My eternal love. I am thinking about it in every single moment of the day, and I am sure more than anything in this whole planet that what I’m currently feeling now is love.

P.S I’ve been developing my interest in photographing inanimate objects lately, and flower is one of my favorites. The beauties of nature never lose to attract my attention.

source: luluandyourmom

when the day empties and the last light off i need you and your history

2010-01-04T20:54:00.005+07:00

What do you expect me to say? I’m extremely tired by now, and though only for a second I thought I almost passed out due to serious exhaustion. Oh okay, so you were now curious what’s made me totally drained and dreadfully need to hit the bed soon, no need to ask because I’ll straightly tell you about my day. Um, even if you don’t ask it, still I’ll tell you. Did I mention you that I’m weird, well you know why I suppose?

Anyway, I had a visit to Kota Tua today, in English maybe its name is ‘Old City’, I’m not really sure though, with other four girlfriends of mine. It was a blast I must say, and I verily enjoyed it. Sigh. Oh, did I sighed just now in front of you people? Well, it must be the sign that I need to get some rest. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.

See you in the next post and let’s keep in touch.

a handful of stars tossed into the night sky

2010-01-03T21:59:00.006+07:00

I am so mad, for the most part frustrated and distressed at the photographs I’ve already uploaded some days before to tinypic, which in fact took me a century to upload them all, and you know what, they are all broken. I couldn’t get more pissed-off than what I’ve been dealing now. I can’t even scream, and I don’t want to curse or talk any dirty words, so I decided to let it off, and started to upload all the photos again with a half pint of patience left.

Stop rambling about these unimportant details, now let me tell you how my day was in short paragraph. As usual days in my holiday, I didn’t do anything productive for life, but futzing around with mac and camera. Oh yeah, of course, the camera is my favorite thing by now, besides mac and my ipod. And the three photographs above are what I captured today, using self-timer of course. Period.

P.S I am going to have a girl’s day out tomorrow with some friends from university. I’m looking forward to what I’m gonna get from tomorrow’s little trip. Wish everything would be fine as what’s been drawn up, and the weather, please be good to me.

See you in the next post, people. Let’s keep in touch.

we spend half of our life trying to look older and the other half trying to look younger

2010-01-02T12:54:00.019+07:00

Hello, people. It’s me again, just woke up from sleep and do not really feel good. Oh well, it’s absolutely clear that I don’t have anything to do but hit the Internet as soon I open my eyes and get up from bed. Anyway, how are you people? How was your New Year celebration? I sincerely wish you all had a fabulous one, and wholly ready to start over new chapter in 2010.

Okay, before I got it too long, let’s get it started. Be patient, and please excuse my trivial details. So, yesterday my family and I spent another quality time together. We went nowhere but mall. I don’t really like it actually because I verily hope we could go to somewhere with sands beneath our feet and sunshine’s showering above. So sad it’s only a daydream, since the weather wasn’t in its best, literally bleak and rainy. Oh well, maybe sometime later, I won’t make a fuss about it this time. Back to track, I really had a great time with my family in whole. The big shopper of the day was mom. It was a one in million moment to see my mom indulge herself with shopping, and I felt happy that she was enjoying it.

By the way people, did you see my outfit’s photo above? My mom bought it for me, and I like it, though I found it hard to mix and match it. My brother called me Cruella de Vil all day long, which actually pissed me off, but whatever I didn’t give him any damn about it. It seemed like not only my brother who aware of my outfit, because every one I passed by looked at me like I’m an alien or what. Hell, I just didn’t care and walked away with self-confidence in my mind.

P.S I’m talking too much, oh boy, I need to work on it. See you in the next post. Keep in touch people.

forget yesterday, we'll scream aloud at the top of our lungs

2010-01-01T19:34:00.009+07:00

I just got back from hanging out with my family. Not a big event actually, because we only went to another mall to mall, but I really enjoyed it nonetheless. These are two sneak peeks of today’s outing photographed by my brother and I.

Speaking about my brother, he is sure a flippant person and we make a good team in arguing with each other generally about random silly things, which mostly lead us into trivial squabbles, though we finish them with no hard feelings at the end of the day. Oh well, he might be the most revolted person who close to me, but still in fact I do love him. It’s obvious that my brother and I have a love and hate relationship.

P.S my brother is so tall, he is about 6,1 feet. Envy him. Anyway, I'm not promoting him, just an introduction.

all told, a pretty fun year 2009 was

2009-12-31T23:18:00.017+07:00

Photo parade: [1] It’s my pleasure to introduce you with my girls. Love them to death, and I still can’t believe we could make it through after all these years. I mean, four years are seriously not a short time. [2] For the record, I had the best holiday ever back in July. Bali is my favorite place to date that I’d love to reside and spend my whole life with my dearest and closest. Beaches with yellowish brown sands and a magnificent sun up in the bright sky never fail to gratify my mood. [3] Visited my big uncle’s penthouse in Singapore. A good man with an affable wife, they assuredly performed a great teamwork in taking my sister and I went around the city in our first time visit to Singapore. [4] As I’ve mentioned before and maybe you got bored with it, this year is my first time ever went abroad without my parents came along, only with my sister. I had a great time there, but I also got my heart broken, so bad and it seems not going to be healed anytime soon. No additional info about it. [5] Continuing my journey to Malaysia, I had a day out to Genting Highlands, which is also known as Las Vegas of Malaysia. They have some kind of hip casino there, but I didn’t get any chance to game and gamble because of the underage issue. Anyway, they seriously have a wonderful theme park. [6] I got a life changing experience from my leadership social project; seriously it’s no joke. I used to be a chronic cynic full up with sarcasm and ignorance in real life, but somehow, I changed through this social project, and I feel a lot better to be at least a decent person.

P.S I am blabbing on to much, like always. Should I change it for the sake of your boredom, I wish you weren’t and I shouldn’t change it. Anyway, I’ve made five resolutions for myself. First, I want to stop hoping myself to be a better person in 2010. I am going to start doing something, not only daydreaming about it. Second, I am going to study better and get good scores in every subject. Third, I’m going to pray more often and thank God for the good and the bad. Fourth, I’m going to blog everyday, and hopefully make friends with other bloggers. Fifth, I’m going to find a right love and a right man to love and to be loved. Enough said.

P.S I am so weary right now, and also so full in the same time. Combination of both has successfully generated an urge to hit the hay, so people, see you in the next post. I’m signing off.

Happy New Year 2010, after all.

times are hard when things have got no meaning

2009-12-31T17:06:00.013+07:00

Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen. I just got back from watching Sherlock Holmes Movie at the cinema. What do you expect me to say? Oh boy, this movie is magnificently brilliant beyond words I have to say. Another must-watched movie in 2009, I highly recommend Sherlock Holmes for you to watch.

I love all the actors; they really did a superb job. Robert Downey Jr.'s, Rachel McAdams, and my newfound favorite, Jude Law seriously performed their act well, and I couldn’t ask for more than what they have been carried out on screen. By the way, I was totally captivated by Watson’s intellectual appeal. He’s so much close to my type, I mean, he got that brainy good looking, neatly dressed, and above all, he is a loyal person. Oh dear, I wish there were such a man for me. Lol.

P.S As I’ve promised you yesterday people, the photographs above are what I wore for today’s dressed up play. Quite enjoyed it truthfully, though the photographs didn’t come out as good as I hope they were, but please enjoy it after all. Ow yeah, just ignore my face. I can’t help anything about it.

See you in the next post, I’ll come up with a little reflection in the end of year 2009. Talk to you later.

talk to me, i'm listening

2009-12-30T19:34:00.006+07:00

Sun flares. Oh, how much I love this mystifying beauty of nature. I really need to get my butt of my room, go out, and sun myself on the terrace under that beautiful sun, shines nobly above my head.

I’ve been revamping my older posts lately; maybe you guys should check it off sometimes, and I wouldn’t mind if you were willing to give me any comment about it. Anyway, I’ve received some comments from other bloggers out there. I really thank you guys for making time to stop by, reading my post, and commenting. I sincerely hope that we’ll get along well.

P.S I am going to the movie tomorrow, which means I’ll do some outfit post. Wish me luck, people.

source: iamblessed

bananas on my plate

2009-12-29T13:04:00.011+07:00

I woke up at twelve noon or around today, not really sure though because I only glanced my drowsy eye at clock and then continued my sleep for a little while. I wasn’t in the mood of waking up actually, knowing there is nothing to do for the rest of the day, but frigging around, watching TV, browsing internet, and in the end, realizing that I’ve seriously got no life. Oh okay, it’s not a surprise actually.

By the by, I finally got up from my comfy bed, and went down stair to get myself breakfast, well it was lunch I should correct, and the photos above are what I ate for lunch. Banana cake with mixed fruit yogurt topping and a cup of coffee. Delicious, hm sorry if the photos were saying contradictorily. My lack of photography skill is still my excuses.

P.S I really got nothing to do, like seriously I even feel guilty because of it, though at least I am still doing all the house chores. I was thinking to do an outfit post, but found it has no point in the end, so I do nothing about that idea. Maybe later, let’s just see.

i'm gonna stay with summer forever

2009-12-28T16:27:00.013+07:00

Bali, 2009.

This is where I want to be right now. All the tan sands, beautiful sun, and light blue water. Needless to say, fantasy is just a fantasy, because the fact is I stuck at home, going nowhere but my room, and desperately need a shopping therapy. Oh well, please tempt and humor me, anyone?

P.S I am being random lately, please don’t mind about it. By the way, it’s three days more left before we reach 2010. I really can’t wait, though I haven’t made any resolutions yet for the brand new year. Should I really make one, not really in the mood, well just see later then.

We’ll talk later, people. See you in the next post.

Ph all by my sister.

those who keep silence hurt more

2009-12-27T15:22:00.010+07:00

This is so much wrong, my love. I hate to remind you, that I’m not the person that you think I am. I don’t like crowds, but you keep pushing me to blend myself in a group of strangers I don’t have any interest in. I know you did it for my best, that you afraid I would be left out from human society and ended up somewhere in this hellish world as an outcast, but please understand me. I’ve never been a decent person in this life, I know it in the first place and I do feel sorry for you to be disappointed, but this is the real me, the only me who is doing her utmost to be honest to herself. Sigh, I know I’ve done mistake and maybe I’m taking the wrong path, but please let me fall for this time. Even if I hit the ground, though I will break down and cry, I will definitely not give up on what I believe I really am.

I am talking shits. Like always, please don’t take it too personal. I am the weirdest creature existed ever, you can really tell.

P.S I am going to do grocery shopping with family, I will talk to you later. See you in the next post.

Cookies, anyone?

Ph all by me, randomness.

i'll paint rainbows all over your blues

2009-12-26T14:44:00.010+07:00

Just finished cleaning up the house, and now is being rushed over to take a bath for the big family feast. Oh well, feel likely not to go, but this is kind of tradition in family, so I have no option but drag myself in. Truth to be told, I get along pretty well with my relatives, besides my own parents and siblings, but not close enough to be named as a loving big family. I myself don’t have any answer why our relationship ended up like this; it’s been like this since forever I suppose. Okay, another trivial details of mine, you might so over it so I should leave it at that.

I have to go now. We’ll catch up later, people. Bye.

P.S I am leaving you guys with some random photographs I took awhile back. Not really entertaining, but please, enjoy. I’m doing my best to cheer you up.

Ph all by me.